Grades will be the death of me...

So I am really needing svetties to update RDS because looking at this C+ is really killing my self-esteam. I am praying that it might actually go up to an A or pretty damn close at least due to all of the projects and quizes we have been taking lately. I am really going to nail my next vocab quiz because I think it's my last! and I really need an A or my parents will flip. Chemisty needs to be updated too because I am dying to know what I got on that test that was almost leading me to drink I was stressed so much! My coach Mr. Mccabe always tells us that haha the pole katz are so crazy that we will lead him to drink. He makes my days a little brighter! well anyways, I actually have an A in french which is so sick!!!! I am so proud of myself! and the B+ in Intro needs to go up, I really think I can get it up to an A- at least, hopefully. AP Human Geography is a B- right now which is so scary, I need an A there too. Ugh expectations I can't live up to are seriously going to kill me. I'm starting to pray a lot more lately just to get things off of my mind. Hopeing that maybe something out there will answer me. Blogging here has really helped me lately because its like the perfect little journal. I know that people can read it but no one will aha. I don't know just more venting I guess. Sorry Wad if you actually read these! My grades aren't really that interesting. But they mean a ton to me because my happieness depends on them. I had a deep texting convo tonight about growing up and it scared me. I hate thinking about it. This year has been too hard for me, and just too much for a single person to handle. But I'd like to think I am pushing through it as best as I can. I'm still looking for a job! I really want to buy another ukulele because my little nugget is just so cute I don't want to break it but I bring it everywhere with me! I wish I could play it during school:) Oh well it's getting late and I have some chemistry honors studying that needs to get done. Wish me luck folks!