list of wants

here are a list of things that would really make my life:

1)a job
2)a twix
3)a sunny-D
4)a cuddle buddy
5)new shoes
6)some throwback tees
7)fun printed socks
8)an A in Intro, Chem, and APHG
9)new music

and for my 10th thing, I really think a letter/note, possibly annonymous? just telling me to hold on, and not to give up. That would really make it for me.

Falling...

Today has been rough. I really am not sure what is happening with my life right now. The only things that have kept me going this far are my my friends. I am starting to think that they were put in my life for a reason this year, and thats to pick me up every time I fall down. Well, quite frankly I'm tired of falling. When am I gonna catch a break? I can only stay 'strong' for so much longer. I think I am pretty close to reaching my breaking point, or I reached it during second hour. I have too much on my mind, I can't wait until practice. Its the only place that I can let go at and be by the people I care about.

PoleKatz News

If you weren't aware, the pole vaulters at LC are refered to as the PoleKatz, FOR THE RECORD. Anywhozer, tonight the PoleKatz have a big plans! We will be traveling to Mr. Fredrick's home town, Renisilear (Or however you spell it) to compete in this huge meet. 4 of the 6 vaulters will be competeing. Me and Tara are looking to PR again tonight like we did Tuesday, But Brooke and Kaitlyn have a bit higher expectations for themselves. They plan on jumping the Sectional qualifying height tonight which is over 11 feet. (11 feet 6 inches I believe) which would also be a personal record for both of them! This night is going to be insane and one thing is forsure, the PoleKatz are gonna get HIGH........on our poles:)

teeth

I hate how tiny my teeth are, well correction: I used to hate how small my teeth were. They are still small but I have grown used to them. but the occasional comments still tick me off. Then I just joke around about them like how pointy they are:) hehe #LongHairDontCare

PR!!!

Last night was supposed to be our closest meet of the track season! But since the girls track team is soo good, we slaughtered the other two teams we were running against! well, not really "slaughter" because we have won by a million more points before. but I mean it's nothing to sneeze at. Meanwhile I got 8 feet 6 inches in pole vault, which is a personal record for me! It was overall a pretty solid meet. And an added bonus is the fact that I didn't have to run the 200. #thankyougod

My Biggest Fear

I am 100% terrified of growing up. I never want to leave my friends and what not, it seriously scares me so much. I think I'm gonna move to Neverland next month.

Hannah's Snacks

I love when Hannah brings snacks to journalism! Food is my favorite and when she suprises me with cheez-its I can't help but smile! Maybe one day we will find someone's lunch again and eat their samich and salsa. That was so good! I just found brownie crumbs, I think I'm gonna hop on those.

Progress

Progress is a big theme in my life right now.

At least...

Good thing I'm dizzy. All of my bones hurt. My ankles yell at my brain every time I run. My groin is sore from actually jumping when I take off. My knee is just being awful. I basically took a bath in Bengay last night. Well at least I'm still beautiful

Seriously

I am so tired. I cannot function at anything right now. I have no idea how I am going to vault tongiht a practice considering I can barely walk straigh! I jumped 8 feet last night at Portage so that wasn't so bad. We ended up getting home at about 9:15. I died in my bed once I got home.